I don't know what to put on this thing, so I guess I'm just gonna put some of my poetry on it. First I gotta say thanks to my mom for letting me have a blog, so.... "THANKS MOM!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!" I know some of this poetry is kinda sad, but don't worry 'cuz I'm not that depressed any more.
PAIN
My heart is bleeding and this pain will not pass. It's not receading, my body is going numb. A bad trip child. Go away. I just want to be thrown away. I made a mess, I am a mess. I can't control my feelings. I don't want to talk to the counselor or the doctor to tell them how I feel, and i know it gets worse every day. Life's been sucked out of me. Just leave me to crumble alone. I have no one to talk to, but that's ok, who would want to talk to me ant way? I can't handle the pressure you put on me, I AM about to break! People at school say I'm crazy, I ignore them, but the pain just stays and stores away, ripping out my heart and soul because i can't say anything about it. Some people apologize, but my pain won't go away. You can't do anything about it now, because my life is already gone and the damage has been done. You say my life is good, but look at what I've become.
THE PAIN YOU CAUSED
I hpoe yo know the pain you caused by leaving me out in the cold. My heart feels numb and my mind is tingly, but the part that hurts the most is me soul. You beat me when I was younger, and that I shall never forget! I hope one day you'll realize and be so full of regret. All the things you did to me, I hope you want to hurl! Did I do something wrong, or is it just because i'm a girl?
DEAD ROSES
Each rose represents a life, and each time one dies, another life was wasted, but each time one blooms, another life has just begun.
TIME IN TIME
Time in time and time again, this power overcomes me, but how do I know this power over comes me, time and time again.
FEELINGS
My hopes are shattered, and my dreams are faded. What was left of my soul is gone. The pain is still here, and still it creeps so silently. I can't show you how i feel inside, for fear of being left in the cold. After so many years, I've learned to keep my feelings inside, trapped like the stars in the sky. I know it's time to let my feelings out. I don't know what you feel for me, but I'll tell you what I feel for you.
MY LOVE FOR YOU
My love for you is everlasting, it won't ever fade away. My love for you is longing, I long for you to stay. Stay and say you love me and I'll say "I love you too!"
QUESTIONS
Why does life have to be so hard? Why do so many things go wrong? Why can't anyone fix me? Why am I who I am? Why can't my life be better? Why are so many people dying every day? Why do our beliefs matter? Why is it so hard to make friends? Why are there all these questions? Why are there no answers?
STRANGE
It's strange how life can be scarry, but life can be even scarrier.
